I have 2 other developers working with me on a critical project, plus my mental + physical health is not so good. I really want to move to a more relaxed workplace, but I feel deadlocked. I'm unable to carve out time from my job. I have recently not been performing as well as I did last year/early this year due to my mental health and some changes in my personal life, and my manager noticed that too. I got promoted this year only, and if my performance drops, I get compared to my performance last year which led to my promotion. So if I try to avoid work, I'll be noticed further.