Hi Taro Community
Just for backstory. I've been working for almost 4 years since graduating.
For my first two years, I worked at a big 5 company where I delivered and learned very little due to constant reorgs, politics, and toxic management. I wasn't performing and found a new job at a reputed, mid-size tech company.
Despite meeting expectations each cycle at this new company, I question if I truly belong in this field. I enjoy problem solving but I don't have a much interest in software as a craft (a trait that I see from top engineers on my team), nor do I really care about tech products.
I wonder if I'll have the longevity or motivation to stay in this field long term. (Companies don't want just average engineers like me, they want the best, most passionate people, right?) The good news is I have a great manager, team, and mentor right now -- all of which have helped me grow a lot despite all this.
I'm curious if there are some reframings or mindset shifts that some senior+ folks have made to make peace with or love their career path.